It's probably a year ago when I saw that video. It's called "My Deaconversion from Christianity." Before I could fully process what that even meant, it started auto-play. There was this one girl. She doesn't share the same views as me. And she tells me, "I really don't like Christians." Lately, I've been asking myself, "What makes Christianity different? Why do I identify as a Christian?" I have a secret. All my life. I've had questions about my faith. About God and about religion. But now? I'm going to tell you my questions. My struggles. My doubts. I hope you can handle. the truth.